Appointment with Mistress Marlene
Well it’s all set up. Our appointment with a professional dominatrix is set for tomorrow night. My hubby will be informed two hours before so he can prepare himself.
Her name is Mistress Marlene. She’s originally from London, although she’s been here for over 10 years. We met, had tea, and had a good long conversation about him and our situation. A woman I met at one of the fetish club events referred her to me, and she was everything I was hoping for. I was also very impressed by her home and her facilities. She caters to an extremely upscale clientele which gave me a good comfort level seeing as how I will be trusting her with my sweetie. She is very English and formal in a way.
I told her everything about my relationship with my husband, from the very beginning, how it has changed and evolved, and in particular my interest in FemDom. She wanted to know everything. Honestly, I felt like such an amateur taking with her!
I explained my initial decision to lock up his penis and severely restrict his orgasms, and how I think that’s affected him, and your relationship.
I told her all about Johnny and some of the other men I see sometimes, and my hubby’s emotions and reactions as a cuckold. I told her that he cycles back and forth between loving it and finding it extremely erotic, to hating it finding it to be extremely humiliating. That he sometimes experiences serious anxiety about losing me to another man, but then other times encourages me to fuck other men to get my cock fix. I told her that he experiences pretty much all of the emotional turmoil of cuckold angst still, often quite severely. I explained that, strangely, he has a really difficult time knowing that I love to kiss Johnny.
I explained how sensitive and self conscious he is about the smallness of his penis. She asked how small, and I told her. She just smiled and said “oh my, that is small”.
I explained that I require him to clean up after my Bull, which he mostly loves doing because he knows how much I love sharing that with him, but then other times he hates it and finds it humiliating and disgusting.
We talked about the strap-on, and my hubby’s experiences with it. I told her that he gets the strap-on pretty regularly, but that he still has a love/hate relationship with it. She asked me how many different strap-on dildos I had. I told her I had several, different shapes, sizes, and colors. Her comment was “good for you”.
We talked about how often I permit him to cum, and under what circumstances. I told her it was typically once or twice a month, that about maybe 75% of the time it was either a hand job or a foot job, and the rest of the time through intercourse. She thought that was about right. She then asked “do you have him clean up after himself?” I told her I did. Her response was “good, that’s important”.
Then we talked about me for a while, what I enjoyed, and my sexual experiences and interests. Again, she wanted to know everything.
She asked me how often I was having my hubby orally service me and I told her it was pretty much every night, most mornings, and often when I got home from work. She thought that while that was good for me, it was perhaps too often for him. She explained that his access to and enjoyment of pussy should be reduced.
When I told her that I sometimes made him suck cock, specifically Johnny’s cock, and that he still pretty much just hates doing it, she asked if Johnny cums in his mouth. When I said yes, she said “good, that’s important”. Then she asked if Johnny was the only man my hubby sucked off. When I said he was, she expressed concern, said that wasn’t good, and that I needed to diversify his experiences in that regard. She explained that the problem was that he was mentally associating sucking cock with all of the anxieties he feels about being made a cuckold and about my relationship with Johnny, instead of just the pure act of sucking cock. She said the goal would be to get him to the point where he approached and enjoyed cocksucking as much as he loved to eat pussy. “Yes, exactly”, I told her. I loved that fact that we were both thinking along the same lines on this. “Well, then we’re going to have to find him a few more cocks to suck, aren’t we”, she laughed.
She then asked me, as far as forced bi, how far I wanted to take that, and whether I wanted to go beyond forced cocksucking. When I asked her to clarify what she meant, she said “I’m talking about forced anal”. “Ummm… I think so”, I answered her. Then I explained about the thing with Johnny having my permission to take him that way, but that it hadn’t happened yet. She responded, “I’d like to see us explore some other possibilities, besides your Johnny. I have some ideas and knew someone who might help us.”
Then I told her about Gina and some of his experiences with her. She liked the fact that I would sometimes have Gina inspect his penis at work to make sure he was locked up. She really liked that.
She asked about our experiences with bondage and restraints. I told her that we really didn’t do much in that regard, except that I usually tied him to the bed posts with his butt up whenever I disciplined him with the belt. She liked the fact that I had transitioned from hand-spanking to the belt. “Men need that”, she said. She said she’s a firm believer in strict corporal discipline.
With respect to her session with my hubby, Mistress Marlene insisted on having free reign over what happens, or what doesn’t. I suggested to her that I’d like to see him caned to help correct his recent attitude. She said she’d consider it, but that ultimately that would be for her to decide. I agreed.
She also was quite frank about telling me that she didn’t like the idea of me being there to watch, at least the first few times, which disappointed me, but she explained why and I understood.
When I asked her what was likely to happen tomorrow night, she’d demurred, saying that she couldn’t really know that until she had spent some time with him. She also explained that it was very possible that a good deal of the evening would be spent talking and getting to know him.
She then talked at length about her ideas regarding FemDom, the benefits of it, and training men to accept it. She told me that to begin with, she’d like to see him once a week for the next six weeks. We agreed that after tomorrow evening, Thursday nights would work best.
She also talked about the importance of she and I talking about the details if her sessions with him afterwards.
As far as tomorrow night, she asked me to take him to her, make the introduction, and then return for him in three hours, but to call first. Her instructions were to keep his penis locked up, but to bring the key. She asked that he be dressed as if he was going to work, and that I bring an extra change of clothes for him.
This is going to be interesting. I plan to wait it out at a bar I like near the beach. We’ll see!