Q:When you first had the cuck talk with your husband did you intend to do stuff like lock him chastity, suck Johnny's cock, and eventually get fucked by him? Or are you just sort of making it up as you go along and letting things unfold however they may?
Not much of it was really planned. It’s just kind of happened and evolved as it has.
I knew early on that I would eventually cuckold him and fuck other men. My sexual attraction and desire for… addiction, really… aggressive, dominant black men was just too strong. I knew myself enough to know that as much as I loved and cared for my husband, I could never be totally satisfied with his little dick. Nor, actually, with any one man. I’ve never been a one-man-woman. It’s just not in my DNA. But at the time, I thought it would just be something that I would perhaps do secretly and discreetly, and he’d never know. It’s because I loved him so much, and didn’t want to “cheat” on him that I decided to have "the talk" with him (the now infamous, "we need to talk about me fucking other men, and you liking it."
But my discovery of and interest in FemDom came much later. I never really imagined that I would make him lick me out and clean me up after fucking other men, or that he would enjoy doing it, or that I would decide to lock up his penis and restrict his orgasms, or that I would start fucking him in the ass with a strap-on, or make him suck cock for me.
I’ve surprised even myself with a lot of what’s happened. But at the same time, everything has just kind of evolved very naturally. And beautifully. I have no regrets. I wouldn’t do anything any differently.