Q:Part 3: Emotionally, I was devastated by the entire experience. That was three years ago. I'm in a much better place now. I moved back in with my parents, and my baby is healthy, thank God, although my bi-racial baby is still a source of hurtful tension in my family. My pregnancy (I gained 60lbs) permanently changed my body in ways that are still depressing to me. It ruined my breasts and nipples, I have stretch marks that I still cry about, and my vagina never went back to the way it was.
Q:Part 2: I didn't know until the day my baby was born that my husband was not the father. It was pretty obvious. While I was still in the hospital (I had a very difficult delivery), he put all of my clothes and personal things in a storage unit, changed the locks, and filed for divorce. The guy I had the affair with, when I called to tell him he was my baby's daddy, denied it and wanted nothing to do with me. To make matters worse, my baby, who was born 10lb 8oz, tore my vaginal opening.
Q:Part 1: I'm a huge fan of your blog, and don't mean to scare you, but speaking from my own experiences, I was married to a really great guy (who happened to be white), and had an affair with a black man I met through work. Once led to twice, which led to once a week. Long story short, I was on the pill but still got pregnant, and had no idea who the father was. I ended the affair. My husband never knew about it. I thought long and hard about terminating my pregnancy, but decided against it.
Q:Are you going to further feminize your husband with collagen lip injections and estrogen supplements and breast implants? Love your blog. Crazy addictive. You're a great writer. Thank you for writing about your wild adventures.
Hmmmm… estrogen supplements might be interesting. Would they be safe? Something that would shrink his balls maybe?
Q:And here I thought being lock up 24/7 would only being about submission. Defiance also seems to be an effect.
It does at first. But that settles down after a while.
Q:Did you feed hubby fresh GS for lunch yesterday or did it have some of Johnny's special sauce lathered on ?
He had fresh GS, all natural, no additives or preservatives.
Q:How many times did hubby install and remove the condom from Johnny's rod? Did you bring ANY back?
In Utah… about 8 times or so. No.
Q:Was Marlon mean to hubby last night or did our fearless pussyboy try to rear up on his hind legs and say he wasn 't going back?
He’s not happy about being locked up 24/7, and only being able to cum once a month.
Email to my hubby
Hi sweetie. Further to our conversation last night… as you know, I don’t mind when you raise issues with me and discuss them honestly and respectfully. I do need to know how you feel about things. I may or may not agree with you, but you do need to share with me that way.
What I don’t appreciate is when you get overly aggressive, disrespectful, or whinny about it. Raising your voice with me is never acceptable. Last night, after you got back from seeing Marlon, you got close to the line. I trust that’s not going to happen again, yes?