Q:"Okay, but I’m still cute!" For every stunningly beautiful woman in the world, there is a man disgusted at the sight of her.
Or putting up with her shit, right. Yeah, I know.
Q:Stop! Stop! STOP! You are deep in operation overthink. You're seeing subtle clues and signs where there are none. You're seeing monsters everywhere and it's nothing more than overly emotional clap trap brought on by withdrawal from heroin, and being alone. You need this time honey, time alone to find strength, and to find direction. You don't grow when you're being propped up by husbands, friends, and lovers. Start writing or something, and be PATIENT! --Mistress Lillith
Thank you for this.
Q:It seems like you have made a mess out of you relationship with your constant broken promises, lying, and poor attempts at manipulation. have you ever considered that maybe you are the one that need to change their behavior, as opposed to hubby?
Q:omg he was cheating on you with Marlon? Man talk about turning the tables on you. No offense but thats pretty funny lol
Yeah. Hilarious. Thanks.
Q:remember, this is all a result of your descisions and actions. you did this, not marlon, not your husband, not james. you were in charge, and everyone was following your lead. i can hardly wait to hear how you are the victim.
Okay, I’m working on my “victim angle”… give me a minute!
Q:How are you not happy that your faggot husband is getting dick? You're a fucking contradiction. You conditioned him to be a faggot. He is what you made him.
Part of me is happy about it. The other part of me is annoyed that he lied to me about it.
Q:Hahahahahahahahahahahaaaaa. Watching the shit hit the fan is just too funny. You forced your hubby to do gay stuff for a long time, of course he's gonna turn a bit gay. Besides, you're so self-centered it's embarassing to read. You fucked up everything, not him. Your hubby is kind enough to take you back and you just can't let him have some space to go and see his sick mother ?? Healing your relationship will take time. Be the perfect loving wife for a few month, and that means stfu sometimes.
I’ve never been very good at STFU, lol.
Q:Your husband is submissive, his submissive side is supposed to be nurtured while being dominated. You betrayed and hurt his submissive side, so when he has a problem or feels the need to be dominated he feels he can't go to you due to what you have done to him. He has two people he could of gone to, emily and marlon. You took emily and I agree with it, but you should let him have Marlon, like you don't have James but have johnny. This side of him will trust you again. He loves you not Marlon.
I don’t mind Marlon fucking him. I just don’t like the idea of it happening without my knowledge or control. It’s not Marlon’s fault. When we talked, he told me he thought I knew.
Q:You are a modern marvel. You may be the first person to train a guy to like cock. You used to say that you wanted him to want it. For it to be his idea. Success!
I’m not feeling all that marvely right now. I just feel like a fool.
Q:I want to root for you. I really do. It's getting harder and harder to do so. That's the problem with opening up doors that should have remained closed. Has it occurred to you that maybe THIS RIGHT HERE is why he fought against you for so long when you wanted him to suck and fuck men? You have allowed your desires to permanently change and harm both you and your husband. I feel sorry for you but cannot help but feel that what you are going through is just desserts. This is really sad. Good luck.
I suppose I’ll take my punishment…
Q:That instant Karma came and got you!
Yeah. Thanks, lol.
Q:I noticed that other than sending that brief email to your husband about your discovery, that you haven't reacted much to the news that your husband went to go see Marlon on his own without telling you. What's your take on it?
I’m still trying to fully digest this and decide how to proceed. It’s thrown me for a loop. I’m also starting to wonder what other secrets he might have that he’s been hiding.