My hubby and I had a chance to have several deep, meaningful conversations this weekend about us and our life and our relationship, and the FemDom Hotwife Cuckold Interracial lifestyle that we share. We’ve had these types of conversations from time to time over the last several years, usually when the relationship reaches a certain stage.
There were a few things that had been on his mind that he had a chance to share with me, as I did with him. Much of our conversation was about some of his fears and anxieties and worries and concerns as my cuckold and PussyBoy. Fears that he might lose me to another man. Concerns about my closeness to Johnny. Anxieties about how my thoughts and feelings for him have changed, or might change in the future. Worries about other people knowing about some of the sexual intimacies we share. Concerns about certain changes that he’s been noticing and feeling, both physically and mentally.
We also had an opportunity to discuss my needs and desires, sexual and otherwise, and my expectations of him as my cuckold and PussyBoy. He also shared with me some of his own needs and desires, sexual and otherwise, and what I could do to help meet them.
It was a beautiful experience. There were some tears (he got quite emotional after his morning spanking on Saturday), but also lots of laughter.
He shared with me some of his fears and anxieties about me fucking other men, and more particularly the time I spend with Johnny and how close he and I have become. He shared with me the hurt and disappointment he feels at my lack of interest in his little penis. He shared his thoughts and concerns about sucking cock, getting the strap-on as often as he does, having his penis locked up 24/7, and having orgasms restricted. We talked about the idea of Johnny fucking him, and my desire for him to experience that. I also told him about my new friend Brandon (PussyBoy II ?)and my hopes and plans for him. We also talked about the baby issue (Johnny getting me pregnant).
We resolved a few things. Agreed to change a few things. Agreed on a plan going forward. And agreed to keep talking.